Tuesday, March 3, 2009

Intervention

It snuck up on me, really. First it came in the form of yard sale or thrift shop finds. Antique stores soon became a favored resource. Even my grandmother's porch became the place to get my next fix.

For years I have had, at any one time, a couple of books in progress. I am a moody reader, so if something I read does not totally captivate me, I set it aside for awhile and read other things until the mood is right. Having said that, I like to have a variety of reading materials at my disposal at all times.

You know, it started innocently enough. I was an early reader -- at some point during pre-school, I picked up on it. I don't recall learning how to read, actually. I just remember being able to, and reading anything and everything. I first read my absolute favorite, To Kill a Mockingbird, in sixth grade. I have since read it at least three other times over the years and have come to love it.

As an undergrad, I declared as an English major with a literature concentration. Shortly thereafter, the thrill of buying dozens of novels a semester began. Once in awhile an anthology would find me. Slowly and methodically the illness continued to take root.

Tonight I drove thirty miles to buy a book. Actually, I drove thirty miles to buy two books, and the shop had neither in stock. Disappointed, I opted for a retail store that has a pretty strong book department...no such luck. I ended up buying two books that I had not intended to buy and washed away my guilt with an overpriced cup of coffee (as if my coffee vice could redeem my book vice!!). Apparently the guilt-reducing latte worked...I just got home and ordered the books I was initially seeking online. I feel no guilt, but do feel the need to come clean.

They say the first step is admitting you have a problem...

Hi, my name is Kim, and I'm a book-a-holic.

5 comments:

Chantel said...

Hi, my name is Chantel, and I, too, am a book-a-holic. (*breathes huge sigh of relief*). I'm so happy I'm not alone!

Anonymous said...

Hi, Kim and Chantel, we are a trio!

Love your photo, Kim!

Caftan Woman said...

You are not alone...and you are not wrong! This is why we work - to get money to buy books - food, rent and clothing are secondary. Eventually money will have to be spent on eyeglasses, but this is only to assist the reading portion of our lives.

Looks like you're getting no "intervention" from the folks in cyberspace.

Godinla said...

I am possibly the disease itself.

I majored in World Lit because of my love of the printed word and great story. In time, my own writing blossomed (out of control) and I stopped reading so much. I feared that other writers/stories might influence me and I have an irrational fear of doing what has been done before. Writing is just as addictive as reading.

guesswho said...

Thank you all for affirming that this addiction of mine is definitely not a bad thing. Sigh. I feel better.